My handy dandy period tracker told me I was supposed to start on Wednesday, a couple days later nothing! Before having Stella my cycles ran like clockwork, but since having her they have been all out of whack, which I read can happen with the constant fluctuations of hormones. By Sunday, I just knew I needed to take a test if I was going to ease my mind at all. I had Dalton go get me a HPT, told him a two pack would be good and it didn't have to be anything expensive. When I found out I was pregnant with Stella I took a test while he was at league.... and it INSTANTLY read positive. I am telling you, this Period Tracker is NO JOKE! I took the test, set it on the counter while Dalton was holding Stella and we both just sat there and watched, and right away I knew. Dalton of course was like are you sure?
So yes, I am pregnant again, and I have a 10 month old. I have officially joined "THAT" group. LOL I am terrified, and I have been crying off and on all day. I honestly wanted to have Stella all to myself, and for her to have me all to herself for a couple years. I don't want her to ever feel that she never got enough attention or love from us. I know that with time I will get more excited, and I know as they grow and always have each other to play with my heart will be filled with love. But, for now, I am terrified! I always tell my friends with two young kids, better you than me! Now I am that you! Dalton is very excited, and he is obviously pulling for a boy, ironically, another girl would suit me just fine. But, as long as God makes it happy and healthy then I will be happy with whatever he chooses to give us. I have even more of a reason to write in this blog more now! Holy cow... mother of two!